Have you ever had an extremeley hard time trying to keep yourself  focused?

Expierenced massive mind ran away syndrome. I am sure that it sounds rediculously funny but when or if it is happening to you I gauruntee that you will not feel the same! I have had some seriousley wicked  thoughts over the last couple of years. So many in fact  that the ones who know what  they are some of the time , would like to see me write the last couple of years out and see if Steven King wouldn't want it for the  newest and scariest thrilera to come